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cory shelton visited me today,
with get well soon & kit-kat bars.
thnx. = ]
also,
i have two terrible habits.
1. i bite the inside of my cheek
& the inside of my lip.
my mother informed me that you can get some type of cancer that way.
i say that's whack!
2. i make list after list of everything.
it's ridiculous.
before i went to the beach,
a list of things i needed to pack,
so i wouldn't forget anything.
today,
a list of things i needed to buy/do before school starts.
a list of cd's i'd like to purchase in the near future.
it includes the new hilary duff cd. ha.
with this cough/cold/etc. that i have been blessed with,
my mother informs me that i have to work,
all week.
next week too. = [
also,
i have realized that although i love the friends i have,
they just aren't friends to me.
being with bestfriend all last week made me realize that
i miss having a "best friend". although she is mine,
she lives four hours away.
i miss people just showing up at my house to hang out.
or going to peoples houses to chill & do absolutely nothing.
or even just calling!
which none of my "friends" really do.
i'm no longer close with anybody really, cept bestfriend.
i miss having close friends.
or people i didn't even have to ask to hang with.
it was a given.
i miss the beach, & not even knowing what anyone was doing that day,
just walking to their houses & knowing they'd wanna hang out.
i miss random trips to play hide & seek in the grocery store
or playing with make- up in walgreens.
or stupid & immature kid shit.
all everyone wants to do anymore is
drink, or get high, just stupid shit.
i am in no real rush to grow up anymore.
i'm done with that phase of my life.
i have plenty of time for that.
i realized, being with bestfriend, that i am more of a kid now,
than i was when i was like, 10.
& i love it.
i love being a kid,
& playing dress- up with olivia,
& playing in the rain with drop stopper umbrellas.
i miss pointless walks,
to the duckpond,
to 7-11,
or bray road,
etc.
i really miss olivia jean harris to death.
i miss a lot of things.
also,
i don't ever wanna be old.
like 60, or even 40.
i look at these adults
& some of them look completely miserable,
i wonder if they wanted to stay a kid forever.
or if they were in a hurry to get older,
& get married,
& have a corporate job,
& pay bills,
& have kids.
i'm in no hurry.
anyone up for just hanging out,
being kids.
it's what we are.
it's what i do.
let's talk.
be my friend.
i'd like it,
i miss you.
[EDIT:]
i adore talan from laguna beach.
i simply adore him.
that whole love triangle thing, psh!
he wants kristen so bad.
& i love it.
plus, he's such a cutie.
with get well soon & kit-kat bars.
thnx. = ]
also,
i have two terrible habits.
1. i bite the inside of my cheek
& the inside of my lip.
my mother informed me that you can get some type of cancer that way.
i say that's whack!
2. i make list after list of everything.
it's ridiculous.
before i went to the beach,
a list of things i needed to pack,
so i wouldn't forget anything.
today,
a list of things i needed to buy/do before school starts.
a list of cd's i'd like to purchase in the near future.
it includes the new hilary duff cd. ha.
with this cough/cold/etc. that i have been blessed with,
my mother informs me that i have to work,
all week.
next week too. = [
also,
i have realized that although i love the friends i have,
they just aren't friends to me.
being with bestfriend all last week made me realize that
i miss having a "best friend". although she is mine,
she lives four hours away.
i miss people just showing up at my house to hang out.
or going to peoples houses to chill & do absolutely nothing.
or even just calling!
which none of my "friends" really do.
i'm no longer close with anybody really, cept bestfriend.
i miss having close friends.
or people i didn't even have to ask to hang with.
it was a given.
i miss the beach, & not even knowing what anyone was doing that day,
just walking to their houses & knowing they'd wanna hang out.
i miss random trips to play hide & seek in the grocery store
or playing with make- up in walgreens.
or stupid & immature kid shit.
all everyone wants to do anymore is
drink, or get high, just stupid shit.
i am in no real rush to grow up anymore.
i'm done with that phase of my life.
i have plenty of time for that.
i realized, being with bestfriend, that i am more of a kid now,
than i was when i was like, 10.
& i love it.
i love being a kid,
& playing dress- up with olivia,
& playing in the rain with drop stopper umbrellas.
i miss pointless walks,
to the duckpond,
to 7-11,
or bray road,
etc.
i really miss olivia jean harris to death.
i miss a lot of things.
also,
i don't ever wanna be old.
like 60, or even 40.
i look at these adults
& some of them look completely miserable,
i wonder if they wanted to stay a kid forever.
or if they were in a hurry to get older,
& get married,
& have a corporate job,
& pay bills,
& have kids.
i'm in no hurry.
anyone up for just hanging out,
being kids.
it's what we are.
it's what i do.
let's talk.
be my friend.
i'd like it,
i miss you.
[EDIT:]
i adore talan from laguna beach.
i simply adore him.
that whole love triangle thing, psh!
he wants kristen so bad.
& i love it.
plus, he's such a cutie.