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Still don't have motivation to write, but there are NUMEROUS things that have happened in the past week i'm sure you'd like to know.
it was pretty boring up until wednesday. things between my boss(brian) and i at that point where still touch and go. sometimes he'd be really cool and then he would just turn around and be a complete ass. the flirting was always there though.
i had to be at work by 10 wed. morning. i parked in a lower lot tue. night in an actual parking space. i've been good about that, i can't afford any more tickets. i had already had $280. anyways, i was on the phone w/ adam walking down the steps to the lower lot and in the distance i saw a tow truck. on top was a red ford escort which caught my eye for a moment. it looked so much like mine, but it couldn't have been. i was in a space. i continued to walk to find the space i parked in empty. i started to panic and he said i probably parked it somewhere else....yea, on the back of the tow truck apparently.
so i called up parking services where they informed me i needed to pay all my tickets IN FULL that day in order to get the car back. not to mention the $100 fee for the towing services.
so i started crying hysterical and called up my mother and she said i got myself into this mess and i had to find a way out. so i called parking services back and begged if there could be an arrangement. she said pay $160 today and i can get my car back. mom agreed to that and moved over the money. then i totally forgot about the towing fee which was $102.40.
boom, $208.40 gone in a matter of 30 minutes.
now, i still owe $120 and i need to pay $80 by the 15th in order to lift the hold on my registration and i am broke as a joke. i have no food, no money, and my paychecks just aren't cutting it after bills and gas is all said and done.
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i had called my boss right after i discovered my missing car. he said i could get a ride and someone would drive me home. i was too embarrassed to be like "yea, do you mind instead of driving me back to my apartment you could drive me to the impound?"
so when brian came into work i told him the story and without missing a beat he goes "i would have driven you wherever you needed to go". and then later on he asked me for my number b/c he wanted me to go out w/ him and his friends thur. night. i ended up cancelling on him, i felt like utter crap. very disconnected. so then friday night i went out with adam and his friends to a local bar. I started text messaging him that he should come down and then the flirting got a little out of hand. it turned to blatant messages about how he wanted me. i had to stop by work yesterday to pick up food for pepper and i was in normal clothes, not those crappy street clothes. he texts me after i leave saying how good i looked and i had all the stock boys drooling.
don't worry, it gets better
so he called me as he was leaving work and i got to know him a little better. we're going out tomorrow night just for an hour or so for a few drinks. we don't like the same music, we don't like the same bar atmosphere. i love going to a bar with good music, darts, pool, and megatouch. he likes going to clubs that play house and techno, which i was all for 3 years ago. the more i get to know him the more i see that this is going to be kept at innocent flirting.
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i stayed at adam's last night. he's up in boston for the week. poop. he made me watch saw. it was nothing special. maybe b/c i wasn't paying too much attention to it. i just wanted to lay with him. which i did. i gave him my little present to remind him of me when he's away on business.
i just love him so much. i do. no matter what happens between ryan, brian, or pat..adam's where my heart lies.
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oh yea, pat indirectly told me he loves me. he dodged the question by saying he'd take a bullet for me. whatever that means.
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so this is it probably again for a while. until something else ground moving happens. or perhaps i'll write about my night with brian, if it happens. at this point i'm very close to cancelling.
until next time.
it was pretty boring up until wednesday. things between my boss(brian) and i at that point where still touch and go. sometimes he'd be really cool and then he would just turn around and be a complete ass. the flirting was always there though.
i had to be at work by 10 wed. morning. i parked in a lower lot tue. night in an actual parking space. i've been good about that, i can't afford any more tickets. i had already had $280. anyways, i was on the phone w/ adam walking down the steps to the lower lot and in the distance i saw a tow truck. on top was a red ford escort which caught my eye for a moment. it looked so much like mine, but it couldn't have been. i was in a space. i continued to walk to find the space i parked in empty. i started to panic and he said i probably parked it somewhere else....yea, on the back of the tow truck apparently.
so i called up parking services where they informed me i needed to pay all my tickets IN FULL that day in order to get the car back. not to mention the $100 fee for the towing services.
so i started crying hysterical and called up my mother and she said i got myself into this mess and i had to find a way out. so i called parking services back and begged if there could be an arrangement. she said pay $160 today and i can get my car back. mom agreed to that and moved over the money. then i totally forgot about the towing fee which was $102.40.
boom, $208.40 gone in a matter of 30 minutes.
now, i still owe $120 and i need to pay $80 by the 15th in order to lift the hold on my registration and i am broke as a joke. i have no food, no money, and my paychecks just aren't cutting it after bills and gas is all said and done.
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i had called my boss right after i discovered my missing car. he said i could get a ride and someone would drive me home. i was too embarrassed to be like "yea, do you mind instead of driving me back to my apartment you could drive me to the impound?"
so when brian came into work i told him the story and without missing a beat he goes "i would have driven you wherever you needed to go". and then later on he asked me for my number b/c he wanted me to go out w/ him and his friends thur. night. i ended up cancelling on him, i felt like utter crap. very disconnected. so then friday night i went out with adam and his friends to a local bar. I started text messaging him that he should come down and then the flirting got a little out of hand. it turned to blatant messages about how he wanted me. i had to stop by work yesterday to pick up food for pepper and i was in normal clothes, not those crappy street clothes. he texts me after i leave saying how good i looked and i had all the stock boys drooling.
don't worry, it gets better
so he called me as he was leaving work and i got to know him a little better. we're going out tomorrow night just for an hour or so for a few drinks. we don't like the same music, we don't like the same bar atmosphere. i love going to a bar with good music, darts, pool, and megatouch. he likes going to clubs that play house and techno, which i was all for 3 years ago. the more i get to know him the more i see that this is going to be kept at innocent flirting.
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i stayed at adam's last night. he's up in boston for the week. poop. he made me watch saw. it was nothing special. maybe b/c i wasn't paying too much attention to it. i just wanted to lay with him. which i did. i gave him my little present to remind him of me when he's away on business.
i just love him so much. i do. no matter what happens between ryan, brian, or pat..adam's where my heart lies.
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oh yea, pat indirectly told me he loves me. he dodged the question by saying he'd take a bullet for me. whatever that means.
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so this is it probably again for a while. until something else ground moving happens. or perhaps i'll write about my night with brian, if it happens. at this point i'm very close to cancelling.
until next time.