Apr 23, 2006 19:59
i'm discontent. not necessarily unhappy, but just discontent. i want more. i'm bored, tired, a little nauxious, and i don't know what to do to make it better. i miss my boyfriend and i want something more out of him. it's all good, not to worry, i just am feeling funny.
but wow, do i love that boy.
i don't want to take out student loans, but it looks like i'll have to.
if after college i was working 6 hours a day 5 days a week for $7 an hour i would be making $840 a month. minus rent, food, clothes, bills, i'm not quite sure how much i'd have left to pay a monthly installment of the loans i took out for my totally useless liberal arts education.
more immediately, though, i don't want to do my homework, and the more i don't want to do it, the more i have to do, and the more i have to do, the more i don't want to do it. etc.
oh man.
apparently Stairway To Heaven is highly satanic when played backwards. it might seem to be another rumor/hoax, but i have heard a lot of seperate accounts who all claim to have heard it backwards saying "666 my sweet satan" and other things i cannot remember. and here i just thought it was a pretty song written about a girl they knew who was positive that material goods could be her heaven.