hey, i've got nothing to do today but smile...
everything is kind of going crazy...
but i don't really care.
the saftey school that i don't really want to go to at all has just offered me $14,000 per year for scholarships and that would take a little less than half off of it, but the school i actually want to go to is 43 thousand, and that is simply way too expensive for my parents.
i have lots of work that i haven't done.
i don't know. i'll be home wednesday afternoonish for passover until maybe saturday when i leave to go to antone's house for easter. i'm excited.
then to hampshire to visit.
then back to school.
and more buttfaces of teachers to deal with.
i love you. all.
i'm really tired. and getting very upset about the fact that i can't sleep beside my boyfriend at night. it's basically al i want to do. i feel as if i've skipped the dating stage and i'm ready to move in with him.
i need to shower.
the other evening antone asked me to marry him. i chuckled and asked him how many other girls he had asked to marry him. he turned to me absolutely seriously and ernestly and said "none." and i almost wanted to cry. it's such a possiblility that it terrifies me. i could easily marry him now and have babies with him now... but wow. my life just jumped up on me.
love.
but i don't really care.
the saftey school that i don't really want to go to at all has just offered me $14,000 per year for scholarships and that would take a little less than half off of it, but the school i actually want to go to is 43 thousand, and that is simply way too expensive for my parents.
i have lots of work that i haven't done.
i don't know. i'll be home wednesday afternoonish for passover until maybe saturday when i leave to go to antone's house for easter. i'm excited.
then to hampshire to visit.
then back to school.
and more buttfaces of teachers to deal with.
i love you. all.
i'm really tired. and getting very upset about the fact that i can't sleep beside my boyfriend at night. it's basically al i want to do. i feel as if i've skipped the dating stage and i'm ready to move in with him.
i need to shower.
the other evening antone asked me to marry him. i chuckled and asked him how many other girls he had asked to marry him. he turned to me absolutely seriously and ernestly and said "none." and i almost wanted to cry. it's such a possiblility that it terrifies me. i could easily marry him now and have babies with him now... but wow. my life just jumped up on me.
love.