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tonight's away message:
"You wanna know something?
It's really cool, (and also kind of sad) that one of the few conversations I've had in forever where the other party actually showed some semblence of CARING about what was going on in my life...
.... was from someone who, aside from our respective weddings and a few other incidents, I have hardly spent time with since we were like 13.
Thankful for friends, though, wherever they come from :-) They ease the pain a bit, you know?"
And from Lindsay:
"old friendships are the best ones, in my opinion... even if we don't talk much... it's nice to know that someone who's known you for so long still cares about you!"
I don't have much to say right now. Sometimes my most frustrating times are when I can't put a finger on my feelings......... it's out of character for me.
But right now......... i dont know. Reminiscing is fun. I'm always impressed by the lasting friendships and to find out who would be there for me in a heartbeat.
Sometimes it hurts, though, too....... because if they can do that, then why can't the people who were "just here"? If Lindsay can miss out on 10 years of my life (and vice versa) and Jackie can know me for like a summer before we don't see each other anymore.... and they can jump right in and offer the support I need...... then ..... what?
Love some of you. Also hurting though.... what a freakin' rollercoaster. I guess it's long overdue, really.
"You wanna know something?
It's really cool, (and also kind of sad) that one of the few conversations I've had in forever where the other party actually showed some semblence of CARING about what was going on in my life...
.... was from someone who, aside from our respective weddings and a few other incidents, I have hardly spent time with since we were like 13.
Thankful for friends, though, wherever they come from :-) They ease the pain a bit, you know?"
And from Lindsay:
"old friendships are the best ones, in my opinion... even if we don't talk much... it's nice to know that someone who's known you for so long still cares about you!"
I don't have much to say right now. Sometimes my most frustrating times are when I can't put a finger on my feelings......... it's out of character for me.
But right now......... i dont know. Reminiscing is fun. I'm always impressed by the lasting friendships and to find out who would be there for me in a heartbeat.
Sometimes it hurts, though, too....... because if they can do that, then why can't the people who were "just here"? If Lindsay can miss out on 10 years of my life (and vice versa) and Jackie can know me for like a summer before we don't see each other anymore.... and they can jump right in and offer the support I need...... then ..... what?
Love some of you. Also hurting though.... what a freakin' rollercoaster. I guess it's long overdue, really.