nothing matters but knowing nothing matters it's just life so keep dancing through

[jensarmiento]

i think there is WAY too much going on in my head. i can't bring myself to focus on one thought.

let me see how many random thoughts i can write down.
i want to get away.
i want to watch an opera at the Sydney Opera House.
i can't wait to watch RAIN this Sunday.
i want to listen to Christmas music.
i don't quite know how to say how i feel.
i want to go to disneyland.
i am terrified about the future that's coming too quick.
i am not prepared.
i don't know what i'm doing with my life.
i miss my best friend. <---yeah, that's for you audrie
i'm not ready.
i need to memorize my lines.
i need to practice.
i'm going to try out for some M&M solos on saturday.
i wish spring break wasn't over. it went by too quick.
i need a job.
i need to be a little more optimistic.
i like you.
i need a plan.
i care about you.
i'm not the best influence.
don't give up.
you're too late.
i'm so tired of being treated like second best.
i miss you.
i can't stop listening to taylor swift and muse. what the F kind of combination is that.
please, don't get crazy.
and you. stop being stupid.
why why why = wah wah wah
knowing that my crabs are still alive and well makes me happy because at least i take care of something other than myself.
let me take care of you.
i like celine dion. seriously.
i love grey's anatomy. and one tree hill. and FRIENDS of course. gah. people are getting old.
i'm getting old.
SHT. i'm getting old.
zomg. i went to lorelle's 16th birthday party. 16. i remember when i was 16.
life doesn't turn out the way you expect it.
i need to sleep.
i have work tomorrow.
i'm going to find a way to force myself to sleep.
happy 30th birthday jas. happy birthday ninang faye-marie.
i seriously need to sleep.
i want to dance through life
i need to get away. i would like to be back here. THANKS.