Dec 16, 2009 21:13
I feel really uninspired to write this entry really, I mean , looking back all i seem to write about is all the bad stuff that i'm focasing on, and to be honest theres nothing really thats eating me up at this second. Don't get me wrong theres some things that meh, i could grumble at. But i wont because really, i'm happier than i've been in a long while. I mean for once in my like i can honestly say that i dont feel stressed and i feel at ease.
Work is a bit meh, really, but i guess in this job it always will be, too many robots dictating stupid things beyond anyones brains. If you do my job, normal logic goes out the window. You have to start juggling with potatoes then stick reduced stickers on the ones you bruise, or paint over the bruise in biro and stick it back on the shelf.
But in general i'm happy happy happy. I don't want to say too much incase i fuck everything up like what always seems to happen. I hate how when you get something good going for you, life comes and spits on you and makes everything fuck up. I know i sound like im fucked off but i'm not, i just refuse to let every bad thing that everyones ever done to me affect me so i end up with nothing.
The other day i had a nice coffee out in the local community centre. I dont know why this stands out to me, but it does. I had lemon cake and hot chocolate and abi played with toys <3