so maybe another chapter begins
some people take so much pleasure from others pain.
every manipulative word i see right through it to be something meant to hurt me
the end there comes the truth
which can either be the most beautiful or the most hurtful words
i tried so hard to guard against it
my heart was so ready for anything
but it isnt like that
i can remember feeling pain
but i cannot remember what it feels like
until it hits
you know like it hits and grasps my heart like a leach draining my blood from my heart
draining the air from my lungs
i know no matter what i can and will be ok
i can always be happy
but it gets harder and harder to take chances when my heart becomes harder and harder to enter
i let my guard down i took risks i TRUSTED someone with my heart
i served it to two wolves hungry for someone elses feelings
the strange thing now is i havent made a decision
but i know my trust is gone
but my decision will be whether this relationship will be worth it
but then how can a relationship survive without trust
no matter how much i want it
no matter how much i want to try
i just dont think it can work
brians decisions really really reeeally disappoint me. i never imagined to be in this situation. god is throwing me a these chances, these situations. i have to decide whether or not to work with what i have, or deal and play again. seriously god, this is so freakin hard.
but in any case, there is no doubt this girl is a monster. one conversation is all it took to see what a person is like. god sent me the devil. whose deceiving words can i believe?
every manipulative word i see right through it to be something meant to hurt me
the end there comes the truth
which can either be the most beautiful or the most hurtful words
i tried so hard to guard against it
my heart was so ready for anything
but it isnt like that
i can remember feeling pain
but i cannot remember what it feels like
until it hits
you know like it hits and grasps my heart like a leach draining my blood from my heart
draining the air from my lungs
i know no matter what i can and will be ok
i can always be happy
but it gets harder and harder to take chances when my heart becomes harder and harder to enter
i let my guard down i took risks i TRUSTED someone with my heart
i served it to two wolves hungry for someone elses feelings
the strange thing now is i havent made a decision
but i know my trust is gone
but my decision will be whether this relationship will be worth it
but then how can a relationship survive without trust
no matter how much i want it
no matter how much i want to try
i just dont think it can work
brians decisions really really reeeally disappoint me. i never imagined to be in this situation. god is throwing me a these chances, these situations. i have to decide whether or not to work with what i have, or deal and play again. seriously god, this is so freakin hard.
but in any case, there is no doubt this girl is a monster. one conversation is all it took to see what a person is like. god sent me the devil. whose deceiving words can i believe?