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this is the last week of being a lazy bum. it's been fun laying on my bed watching tv all night these 2 weeks. my red cross internship begins this coming tuesday and waking up at 8am will be a normal thing again ~_~ the saddest story, if you ask me.
i still talk to brian. he supposedly is completely over psycho bitch now. took long enough. but it's kind of sad that it had to be this way. because something inside me just got lost. it's always going keep us that much apart emotionally. time does it's tricks, but how can i forget something so awful.
so. i decided on red. Red 2008 Honda Fit Sport. manual. i will drool until aug/sept.
i met some people last night who gave me some good experienced advice. i have a more extended plan. work is really never ending. i HAVE TO DO THINGS before i get too stuck with a career. here's the plan so far:
graduate may 2008, temp work until sept 08, move to chicago, find whatever that pays hopefully something in my field until 2010, volunteer or teach english in another country for a year, come back to US and work for definately something in my field for 1 year, go to grad school for 2 years, go back to work permanently (but volunteer in other countries for 2 wks every year). that will be accomplished by about 2014-ish. i will be 28 yrs old. ok, by then i need to have put a down payment on a condo. omg i feel kind of nervous about turning 30 lol........... WOW im looking waaay ahead.
=) proud to have some goals
i still talk to brian. he supposedly is completely over psycho bitch now. took long enough. but it's kind of sad that it had to be this way. because something inside me just got lost. it's always going keep us that much apart emotionally. time does it's tricks, but how can i forget something so awful.
so. i decided on red. Red 2008 Honda Fit Sport. manual. i will drool until aug/sept.
i met some people last night who gave me some good experienced advice. i have a more extended plan. work is really never ending. i HAVE TO DO THINGS before i get too stuck with a career. here's the plan so far:
graduate may 2008, temp work until sept 08, move to chicago, find whatever that pays hopefully something in my field until 2010, volunteer or teach english in another country for a year, come back to US and work for definately something in my field for 1 year, go to grad school for 2 years, go back to work permanently (but volunteer in other countries for 2 wks every year). that will be accomplished by about 2014-ish. i will be 28 yrs old. ok, by then i need to have put a down payment on a condo. omg i feel kind of nervous about turning 30 lol........... WOW im looking waaay ahead.
=) proud to have some goals