Aug 22, 2007 15:14
sometimes I wonder.. do I not pursue things because I'm almost afraid that they're TOO good, almost like if I get them, I'd have nothing else to look forward to, creating explanations/ideas rationalizing why they'd never work out, therefore never doing it.. Or is there too high of a chance of having a 'certainty factor' and I'm afraid of committing?? Or do I not pursue them in the lack of my own confidence?? Or is it that I really don't want to move forward and in the beginning I just thought I did.. maybe this entry makes no sense, or maybe it makes perfect sense..