Give me anything
Give me a chance, palm up open hand
Place hope upon my hand close my fingers and tell me to hold on
Give me a chance to make or embody what I so mistakenly forget
To infuse myself in my art and forget the pain and remember those moments
Few as they were, but moments of pleasure I would love to endure once more
Give me a moment, give me a chance to take a breath
Don't pull back don't turn away and laugh
Not pathetic not broken or twisted in the heart in mind
Worn out tired shaking and without a doubt I know I am alive
The steps you walk are different from mine
The steps you take I can't even cross those lines
Give me anything, give me sight but not entirely what's in your mind
Give me your heart give me your understanding you are not I
And I can never be you
Give me anything but.....
Silence.........then a over warmed smile
inner rant /end
Woke up early to help grandmother we chatted had a bit of a broke down.
I swear I have so much love for her, and so much soul for wanting to be something.
In this day and age its harder and harder to go and do things you always wanted to do.
I doubt my mom or family could ever understand that empty feeling inside where you feel you have failed or been defeated.
I must have a strong soul or belief in one day I will reach it ...I just hope its before my book of life closes.
Waking up gets harder and harder but I still do.
I thank god everyday, I just need to try and be weak one day because always being strong breaks you down worse when you do snap.
One day I'll just be vulnerable and just break down entirely let it all out and pray that those tears that fall will give me more strength ...
God makes no mistakes, for the good there is paradise for those that seek with good intentions.
Lets hope my paradise will come soon.
So much to give, so much I want to do...lets see what happens...I just got to hang in there
keep your head up.
Take care all.
Place hope upon my hand close my fingers and tell me to hold on
Give me a chance to make or embody what I so mistakenly forget
To infuse myself in my art and forget the pain and remember those moments
Few as they were, but moments of pleasure I would love to endure once more
Give me a moment, give me a chance to take a breath
Don't pull back don't turn away and laugh
Not pathetic not broken or twisted in the heart in mind
Worn out tired shaking and without a doubt I know I am alive
The steps you walk are different from mine
The steps you take I can't even cross those lines
Give me anything, give me sight but not entirely what's in your mind
Give me your heart give me your understanding you are not I
And I can never be you
Give me anything but.....
Silence.........then a over warmed smile
inner rant /end
Woke up early to help grandmother we chatted had a bit of a broke down.
I swear I have so much love for her, and so much soul for wanting to be something.
In this day and age its harder and harder to go and do things you always wanted to do.
I doubt my mom or family could ever understand that empty feeling inside where you feel you have failed or been defeated.
I must have a strong soul or belief in one day I will reach it ...I just hope its before my book of life closes.
Waking up gets harder and harder but I still do.
I thank god everyday, I just need to try and be weak one day because always being strong breaks you down worse when you do snap.
One day I'll just be vulnerable and just break down entirely let it all out and pray that those tears that fall will give me more strength ...
God makes no mistakes, for the good there is paradise for those that seek with good intentions.
Lets hope my paradise will come soon.
So much to give, so much I want to do...lets see what happens...I just got to hang in there
keep your head up.
Take care all.