Okay!! Okay!!!
Here's the dreaded update:
I'M ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!! RAJA ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM AND AFTER CAREFUL CONSIDERATION - I SAID YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! It was all very sweet and beautiful and I'm the happiest girl in the world. If I could see my feet - it might be better but....
here's how cute we are:
I went to the Dr. yesterday. I'm very healthy fat as a hippo. I will no longer allow my weight to be recorded as the scales in that office are desperately wrong and are not to be believed.
the baby looks like this:
only cuter!
I start going to the dr. every two weeks now. it must be getting close! it still seems like forever away! the feet and ankle swelling is a bit out of control. you wouldn't think it HURTS so much but it DOES. it's like my skin is stretched and my feet will BURST if I step on them. gross, huh??!!
The lawyer finally got into the safe deposit box and my mother had no will. isn't that fucked up??!! so we have to use the lawyer as the administrator for her estate. I foolishly thought that this whole process would be so over by the time my baby was born and I could focus on her and just be able to miss my mother. this is all too hard.
Shiloh's "Birthday" was yesterday. It's been four years that she's been with Raja and I. I don't know what we would do without her. She's doggy perfection!!! I only hope I love Ella as much as I love my DOG!!! She will be accepting presents for the remainder of Feb.
I love you! take care of yourselves - PLEASE!!! Stay calm. Be happy. Find joy in SOMETHING - shoes, M*A*S*H, frosted sugar valentine's cookies - half off!! whatever!
I'M ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!! RAJA ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM AND AFTER CAREFUL CONSIDERATION - I SAID YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! It was all very sweet and beautiful and I'm the happiest girl in the world. If I could see my feet - it might be better but....
here's how cute we are:
I went to the Dr. yesterday. I'm very healthy fat as a hippo. I will no longer allow my weight to be recorded as the scales in that office are desperately wrong and are not to be believed.
the baby looks like this:
only cuter!
I start going to the dr. every two weeks now. it must be getting close! it still seems like forever away! the feet and ankle swelling is a bit out of control. you wouldn't think it HURTS so much but it DOES. it's like my skin is stretched and my feet will BURST if I step on them. gross, huh??!!
The lawyer finally got into the safe deposit box and my mother had no will. isn't that fucked up??!! so we have to use the lawyer as the administrator for her estate. I foolishly thought that this whole process would be so over by the time my baby was born and I could focus on her and just be able to miss my mother. this is all too hard.
Shiloh's "Birthday" was yesterday. It's been four years that she's been with Raja and I. I don't know what we would do without her. She's doggy perfection!!! I only hope I love Ella as much as I love my DOG!!! She will be accepting presents for the remainder of Feb.
I love you! take care of yourselves - PLEASE!!! Stay calm. Be happy. Find joy in SOMETHING - shoes, M*A*S*H, frosted sugar valentine's cookies - half off!! whatever!