my deepest fears
Things i fear the most:
-death
-dying without finding true love
-be poor, unhappy and lonely
-having a marriage that falls apart
-spiders
-being unsuccesful
-letting myself down
I dont know what made me write an enitre entry dedicated to my deepest fears, but now you know. I'm sure that there are other things i am afraid of but as of right now i can not think of them. Sometimes life is overwhelming, okay so alot of times right now. The college pressure is still on, and im anxious to finish high school. I cant believe four whole years have passed already filled with friends, boys, drinking, lots of food and pictures. If you reading this that means that most likely you are probally someone who made some of those memories for me, thank you.