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today i burned 700 calories in 63 minutes on the treadmill :) that was fun.
macomber caberet was awesome. 75 minutes of singing and dancing and dying, then a swing band, so...another 2 hours of dancing. it was fun.
anyways, to the point of this...mmm kill me. ha. i dont know what i want. no matter what anyone tells me, even though pretty mcuh everyones rigght, its not helping because i really dont know what i want. i never really got a chance with anyone i was really interested in in high school so i thought waiting during college would be no problem...ya know 4 more single years...i was wrong. more people have crossed my path in the past 4 months than in my whole life and i just keep passing them up but now...i dont know if i can pass this one up. baghh...i dunno. but then i also think about what the scenerios in my head are and if im thinkin of them for the right or wrong reasons. gahhh..i dunno
macomber caberet was awesome. 75 minutes of singing and dancing and dying, then a swing band, so...another 2 hours of dancing. it was fun.
anyways, to the point of this...mmm kill me. ha. i dont know what i want. no matter what anyone tells me, even though pretty mcuh everyones rigght, its not helping because i really dont know what i want. i never really got a chance with anyone i was really interested in in high school so i thought waiting during college would be no problem...ya know 4 more single years...i was wrong. more people have crossed my path in the past 4 months than in my whole life and i just keep passing them up but now...i dont know if i can pass this one up. baghh...i dunno. but then i also think about what the scenerios in my head are and if im thinkin of them for the right or wrong reasons. gahhh..i dunno