healing
"youre drugged up"
was the answer to everything why i was able to fight him off, god its 3 months till it will be a year that i was almost not here anymore
it is so strange because i know that there is pain, hurt, and anger there but i am not feeling it
im scared im gonna start making myself feel it
its so soon i can taste it
my new breakdown
but i wont give in to it
too many distractions to keep me going
its getting better all the time
was the answer to everything why i was able to fight him off, god its 3 months till it will be a year that i was almost not here anymore
it is so strange because i know that there is pain, hurt, and anger there but i am not feeling it
im scared im gonna start making myself feel it
its so soon i can taste it
my new breakdown
but i wont give in to it
too many distractions to keep me going
its getting better all the time