Back home...San Francisco
So Im back in San Francisco. Its pretty amazing here. Im just happy here even if I am alone right now. Denver makes me so sad. I dont know why. Well I guess that I do. Its not my life anymore. Everyone is still the same, I still love everyone very much, but nothing has changed. Life goes on in the same way as I left it six months ago. I miss all my friends so much though. Its freakin lonely here. No ones home except Seth. Which if I still liked him it would be a good thing, but...I dont think that I do anymore because..Well I just cant chase that boy forever. So, life will go on, I will meet someone else even more amazing, and will be very happy. And thats what Im going to have to keep telling myself until it happens because right now, I am very lonely!!!!!!!!!! Man I just miss having someone around so much, its so hard to be single when thats something that you really dont want to be, but you dont know what to do. Ha. Man Im a mess arent I. I just dont know what to do to meet guys. Ah, its just so hard and complicated. Well whatever. Itll happen when the time is right, until then, Ill just have to wait.
So my trip to Denver was very lovely. I had the most wonderful time. It was good to spend time with my mom and my little brother, and it was awesome to see my friends. Even though I still missed some of them. :( So Ive come to the conclusion that seeing Morgan was a mistake because now I feel like shit. Which is to bad. I still really love him. Its hurts me a lot. I just need someone to help me move on from him!! A rebound or something because it cant ever happen for us again. Our time came and passed. Anyways. My birthday was wonderful! :) Finally a good one! And next years will be good because Ill be 21!!!! Yeah baby!!!!! Im so excited for that one! Man I cant believe it. Im getting old!!!!!!! :( O well, life will keep on going, but Ill have to update more on that later.
Well I think that is about it. I got a new hair cut while I was in Denver so I thought I would share it with you all. :)
