Ok, so the last time I updated this thing, I was totally freaking out, and I was in Denver. Now Im feeling calm, collected, and extreamly happy. I feel like I could be falling in love with my friend Edgar. He is the most amazing person I have ever met in my whole entire life. Yet, I am very nervous because I havent ever been in a good relationship ( Read more... )

Alright, well I feel really stupid right now. Ive acually been in a huge haze since Ive been back in CO. I slept with my best friend, and I just dont know how I feel about that. I mean I really like him, but at the same time...I dont. AH, its so frusterating!!! I feel really stupid for doing it because I might have just ruined our relationship, he ( Read more... )

Ah, San Francisco on a once foggy day which has now cleared. And as I am sitting here trying to write this paper, which is killing me on the inside to write about because I have learned the truth behind this counrty of which I was raised and have found all my beliefs to be a lie. I feel lost, yet some how very found. I have never been so confused ( Read more... )

It is two o'clock in the morning, tonight I met a poet, writter, and an artist. It was a wonderful night for a bar, free art work and some Ben and Jerry's. I like that place so I shall return. Tonight made me think a lot about my life and how things have changed. How fast time is going, life is just flying by. Who would have thought, Im still ( Read more... )

So its been awhile since Ive really updated this thing for those of you who know me or still care. Im back in SF now, and I started school. Life is pretty good right now, I have a real job at a pizza place, and Im still working at the elementary school. My art is going in a good direction now, Im creating something very beautiful, Im excited!!! My ( Read more... )

Summer...Oh how I love it ( Read more... )

Lately my days have been feeling like dreams. Im confused as to why my days seem like dreams. Why I feel like Ive been there before. Although Im strangly happy. Almost glowing. Strange, yet amazing. I havent felt this good in a long time. Im really happy. The school year is winding down and soon Ill be going home, leaving this place that makes me ( Read more... )

My thoughts on immigration ( Read more... )

Ah, school is almost over. That means time to go back to Denver. This summer should be pretty amazing. Well Im going to make it that way since I probably wont be around much after this one, unfortunantly. I hope that I get to catch up with some friends who I havent talked to for a while, and didnt get to catch up with at Christmas. I miss them a ( Read more... )

Well its been a while so I think that Ill write a lot. I have a lot on my mind ( Read more... )