how did i get here?

Dec 13, 2004 09:14

ok look about 2 or so months ago i got this note from this cute boy name Roy Case it said 2 meet him in the science department not to show anyone the note and 2 come by myself. i showed my friend jessica just 2 b safe. so i went up there and he told me that him and his g-friend broke up because he thought she was cheating on him, so he asked me if i would mess around wif him i wasnt sure but then he just kissing me and i pulled away and then he pulled me closer i was not really gonna actually do it but he kissed me. after the situation happened he told me that i could not tell anybody. i said i wouldnt then i told my friend jessica and robyn. they did not tell anybody. i found out a few days later that him and his girlfriend were still together and i felt really bad. i did not want 2 tell anybody but it was huanting me and i could not take it any more and of all people 2 tell i told his cousin whos name is also jessica. i did not outright tell her she just was guessing stuff and i said yes or no and then she put the pieces 2gether and then i told her what happened and i told her not to tell any one but then she told roy but she did not say that i said anything.then word got 2 his girlfriend. she did not know who i was but she did not think it was true and was really mad. so anyways last thursday she figured out who i was and she approached me and i told her the truth but she said i was lieing. i heard that she wanted 2 fight me and i can not get in any trouble in school right now. but anyways i gave the note that roy wrote me 2 jessica(his cousin) and she was gonna show it 2 his g-friend but then he found it and threw it away b4 his g-friend could c it. well a month b4 the insident i got the same note and did not know who it was so i did not go. so i have another 1. i went to show it 2 his cousin and she went off on me saying that she is tired of this shit and it is causing trouble between her and her cousin and that blood is thicker than water so i guess she believes him and not me. but nobody belives me but my friends and roys girlfriend seems like a pretty nice girl and she does not deserve to b lied to. if i knew that roy and his girlfriend were still together i would of never went up 2 the science department in the first place. i feel so bad but she wont believe me and i guess i cant blame her because she does not know me and she loves her boyfriend but if he can do it once he will do it again and she does not deserve that nobody does. I wish i could find some way to prove it. but 4 now i can only say what happened and show her the note and stuff. i hope that i am doing the right thing about this because i really dont want 2 hurt anyone or get in fight over something that happened and it did happen.
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