Dec 09, 2004 09:16
Okay i am not pregnant and that is a start. I have talk to kenny and i have told him 2 back off a little bit and give me some space. I have told him that i really dont want to b more than just friends. he was very upset and i think he got so upset he made himself feel sick and i feel bad because i am to blame for his pain. (guilty consious)i feel bad but he was kinda like a stalker i mean every mornin when he got 2 school he would find me and hang all over me and he would write me notes every hour (literally) i have so many notes from him. he called me all the time and i kinda got tired of it i mean at first it was sweet but now it is getting kinda old. i dont want to b mean to him or hurt his feelings but i dont know what else i can do to make him back off. i understand that he really likes me alot but he is like like so posesive of me and i dont want that from any guy. I mean yesterday i was tryin 2 advoid him and go straight to my bus and he saw me and went through another building and was at my bus waiting for me. I saw him standing there and just about screamed bloody murder. If he does not stop i will put a restraining order on him. I am sorry but i dont like that kind of stuff and mayb he does not realize how much he is stalking me and he might not even b doing it on purpose and that is why i have tried to tell him so he realizes it and knows that i dont like it. I am still in love wif josh and nobody else right now. the song to explain this situation wif kenny is If i were you by Tamia
If u have any advice give it please!!!!!
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