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I'm being very sentimental today.. weird dreams. Was reading some stuff from my oldest LJ that I started when I was 15. Man, I had some good times as well as some bad drama back then. I really want to get in touch with some people from my past.. or just talk to people more that I used to be close with. Sigh.. But I also need to focus on the now. Get closure on my past & live this life.. I've changed so much over the years. It's almost strange that I feel like I've found myself. I've been stuck with the same appearance for about a year now hahaha, weird! I'm so used to change, but everything is falling into place. New things that will end up changing my life, but for the better, for the future, at a steady pace and a set place. I'm getting married! RIGHT NOW in the process of trying to have another baby. Never would have guessed that when I was 15 I'd be trying to have a 2nd kid at 24. I never want this year to end. 24 forever!
That's all<3
P.S. (I lied, that wasn't all) I need to start writing in here more about fun stuff I do. When I was a teenager I literally wrote about every detail of the nights that I went out & had fun. It's so rad to go back & read it & go "I totally remember that!" Or "Wow, I don't even remember that happening but that's awesome/hilarious/crazy"
As for now, I just need to color my hair!! It is way too faded :[
That's all<3
P.S. (I lied, that wasn't all) I need to start writing in here more about fun stuff I do. When I was a teenager I literally wrote about every detail of the nights that I went out & had fun. It's so rad to go back & read it & go "I totally remember that!" Or "Wow, I don't even remember that happening but that's awesome/hilarious/crazy"
As for now, I just need to color my hair!! It is way too faded :[