Here we go again
To put it mildly, things haven't been so good lately, and since my brain is probably close to the consistency of pancake batter right now (for various reasons), I've decided to make a list of all my worries.
1. I feel ALONE
2. I can't make any DECISIONS on my own
3. I can't CONCENTRATE on anything--mostly homework
4. I feel AWKWARD around people so I just don't go to anything
5. I feel like I'm losing touch with REALITY the more time I spend alone
6. I'm thinking maybe I should see my therapist again, but I thought I BEAT THIS already and I hate admitting that I'm not as happy as I should be.
I really hope that things will be ok again soon. Life has a funny way of turning around just when things get terrible. And I don't know if I can feel much worse. I have everything I want. I go to Pepperdine, which was just ranked the #1 most beautiful college campus. I live in Southern California where the weather is always perfect. I drive a Lexus. I have a really good GPA. I have THREE loving parents. I just don't understand why I feel like this most of the time. What's wrong with me?
1. I feel ALONE
2. I can't make any DECISIONS on my own
3. I can't CONCENTRATE on anything--mostly homework
4. I feel AWKWARD around people so I just don't go to anything
5. I feel like I'm losing touch with REALITY the more time I spend alone
6. I'm thinking maybe I should see my therapist again, but I thought I BEAT THIS already and I hate admitting that I'm not as happy as I should be.
I really hope that things will be ok again soon. Life has a funny way of turning around just when things get terrible. And I don't know if I can feel much worse. I have everything I want. I go to Pepperdine, which was just ranked the #1 most beautiful college campus. I live in Southern California where the weather is always perfect. I drive a Lexus. I have a really good GPA. I have THREE loving parents. I just don't understand why I feel like this most of the time. What's wrong with me?