In case you didn't know, my entire well being has gone to shit.

Jan 17, 2006 16:55

I am physically, mentally, and emotionally ew.

No, I'm not PMSing, it's been going on for about 3 weeks.

I havn't gone to school in over a week.
I havn't slept more than 2 hours without waking up.
I havn't eaten much at all.
I have become disinterested in almost everyone that matters to me.
I feel unwanted, unloved, and uncared for.
I feel very trapped, and I want to get out of here.
I've been hearing things.
I've been crying for no apparant reason.
I don't have the energy to do anything. Going to to grocery store with my dad today almost wore me out.
My whole body is completely sore.
I feel very physically weak.
I've been writing so much lately, and none of it makes sense.
I have confusing dreams.
I have very disturbing thoughts about people I love.
I feel like only one person in the world can even begin to understand me, and he's got problems of his own to deal with.

I don't know what's wrong with me, and it's really scary.
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