Really? The job AND the guy?
So, I took a chance on giving Patrick some trust Sunday night, and told him the story about the health problems and the depression. He said we should hang out Wednesday night. I didn't hear from him for the next several days. His phone was off last night, Wednesday. I left a message on his phone reminding him that he had my bike lock and I needed it. He finally called me this morning, wanting to meet at the library. When I got there he took me outside, and said, "It's just not working out. I wanted to say so before it went any further." I asked him why, and he said he just didn't think we have enough in common.
I'd been nothing but upfront with him. He was cool with the neo-pagan thing, the possibility of my leaving for Alaska this summer. I don't see how you can say you don't enough in common with someone you reguarly had conversations that lasted hours with.
I'm pretty sure it was just my reward for honestly answering when he asked me why it's up in the air about my going back to school, due to the ruined GPA that resulted from getting sick. I didn't get any weird vibes while telling the story, again he said he wanted to hang out Wednesday, and we even had a rather passionate goodnight kiss.
Then I didn't hear from him for days.
What a jerk. He could have at least driven down here instead of my having to bus uptown.
The timing really weirds me out, though. I met him the day I interviewed for TCE, and we broke up the day I stopped working for TCE.
Oh my god, in my horoscope today...
"At this time you have to deal with your own hurt feelings - either you are reminded of old wounds by some incident, or a sore point is disturbed again. Maybe you feel a little weak and are conscious of a certain aversion to handling the usual everyday interchanges - a feeling as if you were coming down with flu. If you now have the need to be alone, then that is what you should really do. If you make too many demands on yourself or if you are not left in peace, you may become hurtful to others - for example, your children if you are a parent - as a result of a certain indifference. Fortunately, this influence lasts at most half a day."
I don't know if I'm hurt or annoyed. And I'm regretting telling him about that, no one in Austin really has an idea of that story. Jerk.
I'd been nothing but upfront with him. He was cool with the neo-pagan thing, the possibility of my leaving for Alaska this summer. I don't see how you can say you don't enough in common with someone you reguarly had conversations that lasted hours with.
I'm pretty sure it was just my reward for honestly answering when he asked me why it's up in the air about my going back to school, due to the ruined GPA that resulted from getting sick. I didn't get any weird vibes while telling the story, again he said he wanted to hang out Wednesday, and we even had a rather passionate goodnight kiss.
Then I didn't hear from him for days.
What a jerk. He could have at least driven down here instead of my having to bus uptown.
The timing really weirds me out, though. I met him the day I interviewed for TCE, and we broke up the day I stopped working for TCE.
Oh my god, in my horoscope today...
"At this time you have to deal with your own hurt feelings - either you are reminded of old wounds by some incident, or a sore point is disturbed again. Maybe you feel a little weak and are conscious of a certain aversion to handling the usual everyday interchanges - a feeling as if you were coming down with flu. If you now have the need to be alone, then that is what you should really do. If you make too many demands on yourself or if you are not left in peace, you may become hurtful to others - for example, your children if you are a parent - as a result of a certain indifference. Fortunately, this influence lasts at most half a day."
I don't know if I'm hurt or annoyed. And I'm regretting telling him about that, no one in Austin really has an idea of that story. Jerk.