May 01, 2005 00:14
Wednesday I hung out with John, Kev, and Mike after school at Jaecs and played Scrabble. Then John and I hung out which was much needed. I went over Mark's later and hung out with him and eventually Meeza. That night left me feeling very much relieved. I think that was the first night in weeks I went to bed not feeling anxious or sick. Awesome.
Thursday was great. I left school early because honestly, who goes to school anymore? The fab 5 took a grand little roadtrip to Newport for Kristin's birthday. We shopped, went out to dinner, went to the beach, drove by the mansions... all in all it was just such quality time with my favorites. It is so nice to have a group of girls to do those kind of things with and I'm glad we will be making it a ritual.
Friday after school I hung out with John once again. We took a nice walk which is always fun then went to the baseball game and met up with Mike, Leah, Kat, Stine, Libs, M.Casey, and some others... uhhh I went out to dinner with my parents and stalked some boy... not because he was attractive, just because he was fascinating. Went to the Aston show at Stonehill with some cool kids. Uh that was weird but very fun. Starbucks after then to the JT School in Nortonia where 1/4 of the grade was located to play some basketball. I hung out for a while but left with Rach to bring Dohts to get her car. A much needed very good talk was had with Rach. I love hanging out with eveyrone but sometimes I like just driving around and talking with one person so much better. Ended up sleeping at Kat's and attempted to watch Sweet Home Alabama AGAIN and as usual fell asleep.
I awoke to my lovelies scampering around this morning and Kat's mom and grandma made us chocolate chip pancakes :) I drove Leah to work and Amanda home then hung out for awhile with my mom. I went to Stine's for a bit and helped get her beautiful for Norton Prom.... she looked absolutely stunning and I hope she had a wonderful time. Then I went to work. That was gay. I need money so bad and it was slow until the very end. Yuck.
So... I guess everything is good. I did what I wanted to do and I guess it made me feel better. So I shouldn't complain... So why am I still not happy?