The worst is having your heart just a little bit broken. Not miserable awful sadness, just falling in love with an idea.. and finding out you were wrong. You don’t want to give it up, but you know it’s useless.. and it’s like fiberglass in your veins. It’s not that you’re in a lot of pain you just really want it to all go away.

I need to stop dwelling and just let go of this. It really came into perspective today with everyone bringing up the same issue in different scenarios. I'm just having a hard time letting it sink in that this time's the last time. I know that this was your choice, but at the same time I feel like I wanted this too. I feel like it turned out the way ( Read more... )

I think all I really want is for someone to say "are you alright?" when I say "ouch." When I say, "I don't want to talk about it", I wish they would make me talk about it. When I ask some one how they are, I wish they would ask me how I am, when they finish answering, not because they feel like they have to, but because they care to know. I want to ( Read more... )

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I would like to go back in time and buy all the clothes I want. And I would like to go back in time and take all the pictures I want and if I could go back in time I would want to meet my favorite people, but I wouldn't try to save them. And then, when I came back home, I wouldn't tell anyone about it.

Every word you never say.. every time I'm left waiting.. I am far more delicate than you could possibly imagine, and, you are so good at breaking me.

I just realized. I like to learn things the hard way.

Something you hate about the person you love ( Read more... )

You really need to go this time. I can't pick you up again. I've been breaking my back with the weight of your heart.

I had the worst fucking birthday of my entire life. Ryan and Kyle ended up picking me up super late and I cried the whole way t o Kyle's house. I crashed there and the only nice thing was Kyle making me breakfast in the morning. I can't believe any of my friends would do this to me. I can't forget it. I won't. I'm so fucking pissed off.