simplicity

[jennafelicia]

2 years ago I was asked by one of my friends one thing I would wish for if I had the chance. I said the simplicity of innocence to stay. It was the first thing that came to mind but somehow I didn't really understand why it's what I thought of. Now I do. I don't get why people hafta complicate every little thing. Like it's not that hard to just let things happen. and I don't know why people say things if they don't mean it. and if they do mean it why don't they stick to what they say? whatever. For now I'm gonna be stuck in my stubborn ways. Even though this is probably the last state of mind that I wanna be in, it's where I am, I'm lost and I can't move forward from this right now. I made myself believe in you and I guess that was a mistake but that's fine. I'll learn from this. But I'm not giving up.

I want so badly to believe
that there is truth, that love is real
and I want life in every word
to the extent that it's absurd
I know you're wise beyond your years
but do you ever get the fear
that your perfect verse is just a lie
you tell yourself to help you get by