January 1, 2009.
I don't feel like updating about my crazy New Year's Eve right now. There's a lot to the story. I think I'll just do it tomorrow. But I basically slept all day because of how tired I was and had a lot of weird dreams that I think were telling me things. I woke up and thought a lot too. I realized how completely dumb some of the things I said and did in 2008 were. I'm not saying I regret last year at all, because it was a lot of fun, but I wish I had been more mature. I do regret saying some things though. I'm tired of being like that. I woke up from one of my trillions of naps today and realized that in a year and a half, I'll be graduating high school. I want to be more mature this year and I also want to spend less time out and online, and more time with my family and doing things with art. I also want to focus on school and try to bring my GPA up to what it should be. I want to get closer with some of my friends and be happier overall. It sounds pretty cliche, I suppose, but it's the honest truth.
hello 2009.
hello 2009.