I couldn't crack the love code dear, til you made the lock on my heart explode...
...It's gonna be a happy new yearrrr.
Yesterday I went to the mall with T33, Rachel and Antonio. From there we met up with Kayla, Meredith, and Heather. It was really crazy and packed at the mall. We didn't get much done, but I already got my Winter Ball dress the other day. I'll post a picture later. After we separated from K, M &H, we went to the Border's cafe to wait for Marge, and these two nasty sceniesz were taking pics of themselves and talking about us. I kept hiding my face in my phone because I was laughing so hard. I went to Rachel's last night, joined later by Mike, Rich, T and Nate. Drama between Jessi and her mom and Nate and Mike threw oranges against the garage; in a brief summary haha.
So today is the last day of 2008. I cannot believe how many twists, turns and changes this year has brought. I'm actually really excited to say goodbye to this year though. I need to start fresh from everything that has happened; good & bad, and maybe improve on myself. I have a list of some 2009 goals and resolutions that I want to work on, but I'm not going to post them here. I know what they are. I just want to be a better person. To myself and to other people. I've just decided to not summarize my year, since I did half of that in my end of sophomore year entry. I don't really want to look back. Tomorrow is the start of 2009, and I'm looking towards the future. Maybe that's something else I want to change about myself.. being able to leave MOST of the past behind.
How do you leave the past behind, when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart?
Maybe I'll never know. But I can sure as hell try to. This year has taught me a lot. I know what I'm not looking for and I know what I am. I understand that I'll never completely know myself, but I also understand that with every turn of time, I'm learning a little bit more. Tonight is New Year's Eve and for the first time, I'm spending it in the arms of someone I care about in an indescribable way.
Happy New Year everybody. Here's to a year of maturing, loving, and growing :) And let's hope to God Miley Cyrus doesn't get herself killed on live TV tonight.
... that's another thing I need to work on; cruel sarcasm.
Yesterday I went to the mall with T33, Rachel and Antonio. From there we met up with Kayla, Meredith, and Heather. It was really crazy and packed at the mall. We didn't get much done, but I already got my Winter Ball dress the other day. I'll post a picture later. After we separated from K, M &H, we went to the Border's cafe to wait for Marge, and these two nasty sceniesz were taking pics of themselves and talking about us. I kept hiding my face in my phone because I was laughing so hard. I went to Rachel's last night, joined later by Mike, Rich, T and Nate. Drama between Jessi and her mom and Nate and Mike threw oranges against the garage; in a brief summary haha.
So today is the last day of 2008. I cannot believe how many twists, turns and changes this year has brought. I'm actually really excited to say goodbye to this year though. I need to start fresh from everything that has happened; good & bad, and maybe improve on myself. I have a list of some 2009 goals and resolutions that I want to work on, but I'm not going to post them here. I know what they are. I just want to be a better person. To myself and to other people. I've just decided to not summarize my year, since I did half of that in my end of sophomore year entry. I don't really want to look back. Tomorrow is the start of 2009, and I'm looking towards the future. Maybe that's something else I want to change about myself.. being able to leave MOST of the past behind.
How do you leave the past behind, when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart?
Maybe I'll never know. But I can sure as hell try to. This year has taught me a lot. I know what I'm not looking for and I know what I am. I understand that I'll never completely know myself, but I also understand that with every turn of time, I'm learning a little bit more. Tonight is New Year's Eve and for the first time, I'm spending it in the arms of someone I care about in an indescribable way.
Happy New Year everybody. Here's to a year of maturing, loving, and growing :) And let's hope to God Miley Cyrus doesn't get herself killed on live TV tonight.
... that's another thing I need to work on; cruel sarcasm.