Some people are just out to confuse me. No, scrap that, one person is out to confuse me, with his constant blowing hot and cold in our relationship. Fuck it, its not a relationship, its not even a friendship. I don't know what it is, I never know where I stand. You're not even sorry about earlier are you? You wouldn't have bothered mentioning it ( Read more... )

      comfy jumpers are lovebrought to you by the isLove GeneratorWhy yes they are! And here I am after far too long away. Time away where I've had a lot of thinking time, a lot of mulling over things I shouldn't and a lot of trying to get my life back to something resembling the norm. I still have days where I don't want to face the world, don't ( Read more... )

If there is anyone out there, please leave a comment...it's nice to know that there are other people out there, out of my little bubble of nothingness, and nice to read about lives that have no relation to my own so I can escape for a while...

Why is it that when I feel like shit, I only go and do things that make me feel even worse? Why am I on such a path to self-destruct myself? I know that the tablets I'm on really don't agree with alcohol; I know that my depression only gets worse with drink even when I'm not on meds, yet whats the one thing I love more than anyone, anything, myself ( Read more... )

Your Hair Should Be Pink
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I'm fed up of making an effort and noone else even caring. I'm bored of putting in my time to get nothing back. I'm tired of trying to make a change and seeing everything stay the same. I'm putting my degree and m future on the line trying to be a good Women's Officer and what kind of recognition do I get for it? How can I represent a core of ( Read more... )

I noted these down on a bit of paper on Thurs night because I couldn't be doing with putting on my laptop.

Rusty leaves are swirling

And I listen to Elliott in my ear

Sing of someone he used to know

But he's no longer here.

Like that someone I once knew,

When did she lose her smile?

I'd try and forget her

But she haunts me once in a while.

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Having a bit of a mad week. As per ever, I don't really want to do my work, but I'm really trying to plough on through it. It's so boring, that it's such hell to get done. I've got some nice Women's Officer stuff to sort out that I need to email people about and get sorted by next Friday, exec today, work tonight then Walking Safety Bus, lectures ( Read more... )

About half an hour ago, I returned freezing cold and a little frightened after a lovely 20min walk home on my own from the Union because the Safety Bus wasn't running again. It frustrates me so much, especially in the light of recent attacks on students walking home, that we can't get the volunteers. There are a pretty decent percentage of people ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in my underwear and I'm crying at the fucking X-Factor again... I'm mad y'know!  Seriously, how pathetic?! Shall have to go out and dance my blues away!