Randomness
I just realized that this is only the second Christmas I'll be living in my own place. Isn't that weird considering I've technically been on my own for four years? The first year "on my own" I was living in the dorms so we had to move home for winter break. The next year I was living in Tempe, and had a pretty great holiday season (quite possibly one of the best) til the actual day of Christmas, which ended up being the worst experience ever. Last year I ended up living at home and not celebrating. And this year I have my own place again. I can't wait to decorate. And I think I want to have a Christmas party. Maybe a black and white party. I'm feeling a little better this year about the holiday, and think that Jeni wouldn't want me hating Christmas forever anyway... so I'm going to try my hardest this year to be happy and thankful for everything I do have, and not so much resent what was taken away that day.
Last weekend I was a little hopped up on Nyquil and then was talked into having a drink (mistake), and vaguely remember lecturing Mike. lol oops. He deserves it, he hasn't been very nice lately. On his birthday weekend we were over there hanging out and his bro Matt invited me to go to the bars with them that night for Mike's birthday, and since I was pretty much wearing sweats went home to change into something more appropriate. So I go home and do the whole getting ready routine, only to end up staying home when they never call me. And Mike ended up ignoring my text that night when I asked him what was going on. So after two weeks of not talking to him we ended up in the same place, and after the aforementioned nyquil and drink, ended up saying something about how I'm tired of him and Brad talking about how rude I am to Miles, when unlike them I've been the only one to help him out in a time of need. When he needed a place to stay or faced being homeless they wouldn't budge. When he calls them to hang out, they ignore his calls. But they say bad things about how I treat him. So I addressed Mike about how unfair that was, which probably didn't make him too happy. But I'm tired of lying back and taking things like that without sticking up for myself. So yeah, oh well.
I've been thinking of moving. The whole ASU thing has ended up pretty crappy and I'm not staying at MCC forever, seeing as how they don't really offer bachelor degrees. So it might end up being UofA or NAU for me. I have a lot of things to consider before making that decision though. I figure I have one more semester to decide. And sometimes changes are nice. I wonder if someone would try following me if I did... you could probably figure out who.
Last weekend I was a little hopped up on Nyquil and then was talked into having a drink (mistake), and vaguely remember lecturing Mike. lol oops. He deserves it, he hasn't been very nice lately. On his birthday weekend we were over there hanging out and his bro Matt invited me to go to the bars with them that night for Mike's birthday, and since I was pretty much wearing sweats went home to change into something more appropriate. So I go home and do the whole getting ready routine, only to end up staying home when they never call me. And Mike ended up ignoring my text that night when I asked him what was going on. So after two weeks of not talking to him we ended up in the same place, and after the aforementioned nyquil and drink, ended up saying something about how I'm tired of him and Brad talking about how rude I am to Miles, when unlike them I've been the only one to help him out in a time of need. When he needed a place to stay or faced being homeless they wouldn't budge. When he calls them to hang out, they ignore his calls. But they say bad things about how I treat him. So I addressed Mike about how unfair that was, which probably didn't make him too happy. But I'm tired of lying back and taking things like that without sticking up for myself. So yeah, oh well.
I've been thinking of moving. The whole ASU thing has ended up pretty crappy and I'm not staying at MCC forever, seeing as how they don't really offer bachelor degrees. So it might end up being UofA or NAU for me. I have a lot of things to consider before making that decision though. I figure I have one more semester to decide. And sometimes changes are nice. I wonder if someone would try following me if I did... you could probably figure out who.