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last nite after i got home from geofs i had 3 shots of makers mark and 3 of vodka and 4 xanax. i think i ended up calling brendan and crying to him and then i remember nothing. I just woek up and its 5 past 3pm and i am still really fucked. I am going to back to sleep. I miss Daniel so fucking much. I need him. I love him.