sometimes i go crazy just like you
BLAH. so today started out pretty good...i was very productive with my reading. amy brought me lunch. found out i'm getting $11/hr at my new job. AND...i'm getting a laptop! hooray! thank god. this comp is like 424234235235 years old. it takes like 3 hours to restart.
knowing the ironies of life, i should have known it was coming to an end. the girl my cousin married lost her dad last nite...lung cancer. (which by the way makes me wanna quit smoking now.) not to mention my $200 phone bill. this is the second month in a row. wtf. i need a new plan. apparently im just so damn popular :) haha. yeah right. i talk to like the same 3 people everyday. im a loser. i have no friends.
anyways. i've been kinda wierd lately. i'm thinking too much again. i dunno. im just getting stressed. school, family stuff, the lack of money and large amount of bills....im also stressin because im afraid im investing too much emotion into something that is going to blow up in my face and eventually end with me getting hurt...as usual. oh well. i guess its too late to turn back now. what can you do ?
alright well im going to lay down. get some sleep. im getting play off tickets tomorrow! yay. later bitches!
knowing the ironies of life, i should have known it was coming to an end. the girl my cousin married lost her dad last nite...lung cancer. (which by the way makes me wanna quit smoking now.) not to mention my $200 phone bill. this is the second month in a row. wtf. i need a new plan. apparently im just so damn popular :) haha. yeah right. i talk to like the same 3 people everyday. im a loser. i have no friends.
anyways. i've been kinda wierd lately. i'm thinking too much again. i dunno. im just getting stressed. school, family stuff, the lack of money and large amount of bills....im also stressin because im afraid im investing too much emotion into something that is going to blow up in my face and eventually end with me getting hurt...as usual. oh well. i guess its too late to turn back now. what can you do ?
alright well im going to lay down. get some sleep. im getting play off tickets tomorrow! yay. later bitches!