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i have a sneaking suspicion that there is no reason to go on living.
also, it has recently been made undeniable that my adviser is king of umass psychology department. after some close observation and eavesdropping, i think he may exhibit a rare tenderness towards me. i'm afraid it's attributable to my disheveled appearance, which is awfully embarrassing. nevertheless, since he's stepped down from his throne to encourage ungrateful, irresponsible me, i cant let the old grouch down, can i?
i suppose this could constitute the last meager reason to continue with life. that and the fact that mihailis will appear in the flesh tomorrow; when he is in the flesh, everything is more bearable.
also, it has recently been made undeniable that my adviser is king of umass psychology department. after some close observation and eavesdropping, i think he may exhibit a rare tenderness towards me. i'm afraid it's attributable to my disheveled appearance, which is awfully embarrassing. nevertheless, since he's stepped down from his throne to encourage ungrateful, irresponsible me, i cant let the old grouch down, can i?
i suppose this could constitute the last meager reason to continue with life. that and the fact that mihailis will appear in the flesh tomorrow; when he is in the flesh, everything is more bearable.