and when I open my eyes from my slumber, I see that years have passed in a matter of minutes
The day has come. I see mae for the 8th time today. However, unlike the other 7 times that I have seen them, today will be different. I cannot see mae in the same context that I have before. I will be calm and composed, but I know this will not do much. On top of that, they are major-label now. I am anxious but not giddy; maybe its a defense mechanism I have formed.
Two days ago, my sister gave birth to a beautiful 7 pound baby girl. And despite our worried comments about the name decision, Techy went ahead and named her daughter Raina River Stratton. One more weird name in our family.
Yesterday I ate Taco Bell and went to the Mountainview art and wine festival with Nina and Brian. They love their wine.
Talking to my sisters about our bumpy past with our difficult parents brought back some disturbing and quite hurtful memories. I often find myself wishing that I had a normal childhood with normal parents. But I did not, so the regrets must go because they will not change anything.
Jesse Lacey says "You're just jealous because we're young and in love..." and I think he knows me so well.
Oh and I am completey broke. Not good.
I will post pictures from my sister's wedding soon. I promise! hehe :) They are up on my facebook, for those who are on facebook.
So many cute guys here. But I only can look at them, and they never look back. :-/
I am anxious to start school already. I feel like I am going to go insane. I have been doing nothign but crossword puzzles and watching project runway marathons and I think thats kind of sick if you ask me.
Two days ago, my sister gave birth to a beautiful 7 pound baby girl. And despite our worried comments about the name decision, Techy went ahead and named her daughter Raina River Stratton. One more weird name in our family.
Yesterday I ate Taco Bell and went to the Mountainview art and wine festival with Nina and Brian. They love their wine.
Talking to my sisters about our bumpy past with our difficult parents brought back some disturbing and quite hurtful memories. I often find myself wishing that I had a normal childhood with normal parents. But I did not, so the regrets must go because they will not change anything.
Jesse Lacey says "You're just jealous because we're young and in love..." and I think he knows me so well.
Oh and I am completey broke. Not good.
I will post pictures from my sister's wedding soon. I promise! hehe :) They are up on my facebook, for those who are on facebook.
So many cute guys here. But I only can look at them, and they never look back. :-/
I am anxious to start school already. I feel like I am going to go insane. I have been doing nothign but crossword puzzles and watching project runway marathons and I think thats kind of sick if you ask me.