OH!

Sep 16, 2009 01:17

OK sooo get this....coke man.. actually sells Coke.. like the beverage Coke... he's a Boston Sales rep 
I took a joke too sereiously.. I do that apparently... :P lol
Quite relieved about that.

Overall... I'm doing a lot better. I'm actually eating again which is a plus (depending on how you look at it)
I'm not as mopey as I used to be, tho the health issues continue to ensue full force.
Hopefully Mass Health will get back to me ASAP so that I can go to a doctor...
I dont think i've EVER wanted to go to a doctor as much as I do right now lol..
I have like a laundry list of questions for every thing from ADD to Uterine shenanagans. :P
And several types of Doctors that I need to go to... SO ready to have insurance again.. for real.

Still on my destructive behavior streak, but thats to be expected I suppose.
I need to figure out what I want out of life. And who I want for that matter.
I thought I knew what kind of person I wanted.... so now I need to re-evaluate if thats the kind of person I want
or if what I thought I wanted was really just due to low self esteem.... *ponders*
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