Jan 06, 2005 18:09
This week is making my head spin, I can't figure out what day of the week it is. I'm getting tired of these stupid games that everyone plays... They're too hard to keep up with and I can't figure out the rules.
I feel like writing this gramatically correct.
There are so many things that I want to tell you.
The superficial façades that everyone plays up... They're old.
I wish I could figure one simple thing out. Just one. I've accepted that there are things that are out of my control and that no matter how hard I try, there's no going back. But I don't know, sometimes it's hard to keep moving forward when you can't see in front of you. And if I could just be content, that would be great. And it's not even about what it used to be about. I don't even know. Someplace simple would be nice right about now.
I don't know...
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by