Apr 19, 2005 19:08
So saturday i got drunker than ever before. i actually blacked out, i ended up trashing snail's kitchen and eventually knocking myself out on a chair... woke up the next day on ally's couch with a bag of ice on my head... couldn't find my shoes or keys, i apparently called michelle... and made an ass of myself, sarah got real mad about that. i would be too. but i was drunk and didn't mean anything by it...i honestly, swear on my lifehad no control and don't remember doing it... i guess i called a few other people... ken reported a phone call from me where i said hi and then went okay well see ya later and hung up.... siiigghhh... i can't believe it ally said for a while i just rolled on the floor... she didn't worry until i stopped moving for a while... what a fool i am. it was fun though. reminds me of that fiona apple song where she talks about wanting to screw things up again cuz its funner than most things.
it's ken's birthday today. i got him a book and guitar lessons.
i remain,
jen