You know I'm here for you if you ever need anything. I'm so sorry we haven't spoken recently, I've been so caught up in my own stuff. I do miss talking to you and hope it happens soon. Remember to stay positive! You're obviously putting effort and giving your all, maybe it's not enough, but it's all that counts. If someone doesn't appreciate that, then it's too bad for them and you deserve better. Just remember, you don't need anyone else but your friends and those that care about you. Take care =)
I have always known you were a phone call away Ana and I really do appreciate your willingness to always help and be a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear.
But you have your own problems and the truth is, I don't even know how to address them. Part of me feels like it isn't any of my business and then part of me wants to pry until you spill out emotions that you are probably in dire need of releasing. The truth is also that I'm not sure I could handle those emotions right now :( I guess that means I've been avoiding you in your time of need and...I'm sorry. Really...really sorry.
You have always seemed so wise to me. I know you may be offended by this because we are so close in age, but I see how much growing up I have to do and I see how grown up you seem to be and I've always just..looked up to you. And really truly respected you as a woman, an artist and as a friend.
Thank you. It has always meant more than you probably know.
Please don't be sorry, I understand 100% what you mean and I have nothing but respect for your honesty. If you want to pry, go right ahead because I have nothing to hide, I trust you. But it's also okay to not really "spill" if you're not, ready, or capable as a friend. It's okay to just take care of yourself and just be mindful of YOU, because at the end of the day, you have to take care of yourself.
*laughs* No, I'm not offended at all, in fact I'm flattered. It means a lot to have a friend look up to me in such away, and for that, Thank you.
Please understand that despite the fact that you're not ready or able to be this amazing friend, does not mean I can't be a friend to you. Yes, I do have my own problems, but I'm still there for you and ready to listen. If I was ever going through too much to not be there for you,I would be honest and say so, as you just have.
I think it may actually be good for the both of us to sit down at have a long chit chat, even if it has to be over the phone. I really just miss talking to you about anything and everything and right now I can take all the friends I can get. And since all this stuff has been going on in my head I've gained some perspecitve on things and I would like to help you if I can. At least listen, if nothing else. I really appreciate you understanding that...I was just suffocating in my own mess. Thank you for everything and I miss ya.
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You're right. I have to love myself...
Thank you for being such a good friend through all of this, even though you really didn't have to be.
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But you have your own problems and the truth is, I don't even know how to address them. Part of me feels like it isn't any of my business and then part of me wants to pry until you spill out emotions that you are probably in dire need of releasing. The truth is also that I'm not sure I could handle those emotions right now :( I guess that means I've been avoiding you in your time of need and...I'm sorry. Really...really sorry.
You have always seemed so wise to me. I know you may be offended by this because we are so close in age, but I see how much growing up I have to do and I see how grown up you seem to be and I've always just..looked up to you. And really truly respected you as a woman, an artist and as a friend.
Thank you. It has always meant more than you probably know.
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*laughs* No, I'm not offended at all, in fact I'm flattered. It means a lot to have a friend look up to me in such away, and for that, Thank you.
Please understand that despite the fact that you're not ready or able to be this amazing friend, does not mean I can't be a friend to you. Yes, I do have my own problems, but I'm still there for you and ready to listen. If I was ever going through too much to not be there for you,I would be honest and say so, as you just have.
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.............I got your post. Everything is there. <3
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