More Real

[jemnise]

Title: More Real
Author: jemnise
Pairing: GTOP
Summary: You want real? Here's reality.
A/N: I can't fall asleep with my heart aching because my GTOP is abused once again. HAHAHAHA XD seriously. I don't know why in the heck am I enjoying GRI, but I do. GAAAAAA XD FAIL ATTEMPT TO SAVE GTOP'S ASS XD

ok so got this from krizza's RANT. hahahaha XD REAL

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[oxygenlove]

You fucking hate it.

Why is it like this? Like this that you can't breathe. Like your feelings are choking you and it's so fucking stupid cause you like him, love him, hate him, need him, want to freaking move away from him.

Damn you, hyung. Damn you, Jiyong hyung.

Don't you ever fall out of love for me. Don't you ever fall out of love for me. Don't don't don't. If you do, I will - I will.

Fall off a cliff. Jump off a cliff. Leave. Die. Curl up and just-

Oh no, you're not going to commit suicide. You're stronger than that. A strong baby, remember? Just, you want to make it clear that even if you destiny forbids you two to be one, that even if destiny is keeping you apart, that even if this love is too real to happen, DO NOT LET GO.

DO NOT FUCKING LET GO OF ME, HYUNG.

And you watch with eyes full of longing as he's allowed to have fan service with Seunghyun hyung, feed Dae hyung, sling an arm around Bae hyung's shoulder. And you watch and watch and long for the past when things weren't like this, when things weren't complicated. When 1 + 1 = 2. And not [(2 x 8^) / (4 - f~)] = 2.