More Real
Title: More Real
Author: jemnise
Pairing: GTOP
Summary: You want real? Here's reality.
A/N: I can't fall asleep with my heart aching because my GTOP is abused once again. HAHAHAHA XD seriously. I don't know why in the heck am I enjoying GRI, but I do. GAAAAAA XD FAIL ATTEMPT TO SAVE GTOP'S ASS XD
ok so got this from krizza's RANT. hahahaha XD REAL. I told her that it's like bitchslapping me, a GTOP writer and lover. HAHAHA SO yea i can't go to sleep with that in mind XD
Ah, the great almighty TOP.
Hm, how do you say this? Hyung and you, you understand each other. There’s no awkwardness between the two of you
and you’re safe like that. He’s okay with all the skinship and that’s what you need. Someone who is ready to make
the girls swoon and giggle and have fangirls write fanfics and take screen captures of the many moments you hang on
to him. Fanservice. It's so simple. Fanservice. It's like black is black and white is white. Fan service. Fan service.
Unlike with Seungri.
-REAL oxygenlove
Because you think after everything that you've gone through, fan services that you delivered, it could evolve to a thing called love. Because you think at the end of the day, without those fan service you're still together. You're going strong not a couple on TV but a real couple.
Until you hit your head to the wall. Until you held your hyung's hands during that shoot. You were trying to find SeungRi's hand but he was at the other end of the line, too far to reach. So you satisfy yourself with someone beside you, who happened to be Seung hyun hyung. it was just coincidence right? That he was right there, you wanted it to be SeungRi but the damn director said that you have to be there beside your hyung. You wanted to stay beside SeungRi almost always because...
Just because he's SeungRi, because you think you're infatuated with him. Because you think he's the one for you. Because you think when the cameras go off, you're together.
Maybe you are, when he's in the mood. When he's the baby, the maknae that everybody loves.
But you know for real that seldom happens nowadays. That seldom happens after you gave him that song., That seldom happens when you gave him that solo song that leads to solo activities. Solo activities that lead him to being someone you know.
Oh, someone like you.
You who lives and breathes music, You who is showered by limelight and screaming fans.
But also someone you don't know anymore.
So you hold on to someone else's hand to find the warmth you cannot find in him anymore.
You search SeungHyun in the other SeungHyun. You search for the missing pieces of yourself you thought you lost when you thought you fell in love with Seung hyun, the young one. Too bad you can't find it with the older Seung Hyun, because reality strikes, you never really lost it. It's there, intact. Lee Seung hyun just have the certain capability to drive you nuts, and you always fall easily for it.
You sat beside him in one interview, while the other was behind you. You even looked a like, you try to be him, you two actually try to be like each other. From the colorful suits, to the matching shades, to the hairstyle. What's next on the list? Couple shirts? Couple hoodies? You don't just lend him your clothes, you don't just buy him clothes, you actually go together and buy it for yourselves. You buy two for yourselves, it's like pressing autopilot when you're in a store. Buy one for yourself, and buy another for hyung.
Just because...
You want to. And he wants too. And it makes you happy. Makes both of you happy.
With him you feel what the young SeungHyun felt. With him you're SeungRi. He tolerates you, he plays with you, he fools with you, he consoles you when you need to, he comforts you when you seek for it.
You and Seung Ri are too alike to be together, you thought.
So you find someone who is unlike anyone of you, and found everything in Choi Seung Hyun.
Now fan service here and there, you're afraid. You might think you're in love again. You might think you're infatuated again, you might think that he likes you as much as you do.
But even before you take a step forward, he already did. So you need not to think and worry.
Even before you fall, he already caught you. That's how smart ass the older Seung hyun is.
Something that Seung hyun, the young one can never be.
Author: jemnise
Pairing: GTOP
Summary: You want real? Here's reality.
A/N: I can't fall asleep with my heart aching because my GTOP is abused once again. HAHAHAHA XD seriously. I don't know why in the heck am I enjoying GRI, but I do. GAAAAAA XD FAIL ATTEMPT TO SAVE GTOP'S ASS XD
ok so got this from krizza's RANT. hahahaha XD REAL. I told her that it's like bitchslapping me, a GTOP writer and lover. HAHAHA SO yea i can't go to sleep with that in mind XD
Ah, the great almighty TOP.
Hm, how do you say this? Hyung and you, you understand each other. There’s no awkwardness between the two of you
and you’re safe like that. He’s okay with all the skinship and that’s what you need. Someone who is ready to make
the girls swoon and giggle and have fangirls write fanfics and take screen captures of the many moments you hang on
to him. Fanservice. It's so simple. Fanservice. It's like black is black and white is white. Fan service. Fan service.
Unlike with Seungri.
-REAL oxygenlove
Because you think after everything that you've gone through, fan services that you delivered, it could evolve to a thing called love. Because you think at the end of the day, without those fan service you're still together. You're going strong not a couple on TV but a real couple.
Until you hit your head to the wall. Until you held your hyung's hands during that shoot. You were trying to find SeungRi's hand but he was at the other end of the line, too far to reach. So you satisfy yourself with someone beside you, who happened to be Seung hyun hyung. it was just coincidence right? That he was right there, you wanted it to be SeungRi but the damn director said that you have to be there beside your hyung. You wanted to stay beside SeungRi almost always because...
Just because he's SeungRi, because you think you're infatuated with him. Because you think he's the one for you. Because you think when the cameras go off, you're together.
Maybe you are, when he's in the mood. When he's the baby, the maknae that everybody loves.
But you know for real that seldom happens nowadays. That seldom happens after you gave him that song., That seldom happens when you gave him that solo song that leads to solo activities. Solo activities that lead him to being someone you know.
Oh, someone like you.
You who lives and breathes music, You who is showered by limelight and screaming fans.
But also someone you don't know anymore.
So you hold on to someone else's hand to find the warmth you cannot find in him anymore.
You search SeungHyun in the other SeungHyun. You search for the missing pieces of yourself you thought you lost when you thought you fell in love with Seung hyun, the young one. Too bad you can't find it with the older Seung Hyun, because reality strikes, you never really lost it. It's there, intact. Lee Seung hyun just have the certain capability to drive you nuts, and you always fall easily for it.
You sat beside him in one interview, while the other was behind you. You even looked a like, you try to be him, you two actually try to be like each other. From the colorful suits, to the matching shades, to the hairstyle. What's next on the list? Couple shirts? Couple hoodies? You don't just lend him your clothes, you don't just buy him clothes, you actually go together and buy it for yourselves. You buy two for yourselves, it's like pressing autopilot when you're in a store. Buy one for yourself, and buy another for hyung.
Just because...
You want to. And he wants too. And it makes you happy. Makes both of you happy.
With him you feel what the young SeungHyun felt. With him you're SeungRi. He tolerates you, he plays with you, he fools with you, he consoles you when you need to, he comforts you when you seek for it.
You and Seung Ri are too alike to be together, you thought.
So you find someone who is unlike anyone of you, and found everything in Choi Seung Hyun.
Now fan service here and there, you're afraid. You might think you're in love again. You might think you're infatuated again, you might think that he likes you as much as you do.
But even before you take a step forward, he already did. So you need not to think and worry.
Even before you fall, he already caught you. That's how smart ass the older Seung hyun is.
Something that Seung hyun, the young one can never be.