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So apparantly I have written in here in 70 weeks, which doesn't really surprise me, but i fell the need to vent right now, and have no one here who I can do that too.
So first thing, last night I got pulled over for the first time. My headlight had gone out on the way home from the theatre so I got a "fix it" ticket, and have to have it fixed by monday. Which isn't really a big deal, I needed it to get fixed anyways, backroads are really dark if you don't have headlights. I think the annoying thing was more that I was just shooken up by it. Like after I knew what it was and that it wasn't a big deal I just had to get it fixed, I was still freaked out because I had gotten pulled over.
And opening night was a big mess, I think that everything is okay because last night went well, but I'm just worried about people thinking that I can't do my job and I don't have enough self esteem to deal with too much of that. I mean I have enough that if I accidentally piss off a person or too I can deal with it, but when I agree with them it becomes harder.
So first thing, last night I got pulled over for the first time. My headlight had gone out on the way home from the theatre so I got a "fix it" ticket, and have to have it fixed by monday. Which isn't really a big deal, I needed it to get fixed anyways, backroads are really dark if you don't have headlights. I think the annoying thing was more that I was just shooken up by it. Like after I knew what it was and that it wasn't a big deal I just had to get it fixed, I was still freaked out because I had gotten pulled over.
And opening night was a big mess, I think that everything is okay because last night went well, but I'm just worried about people thinking that I can't do my job and I don't have enough self esteem to deal with too much of that. I mean I have enough that if I accidentally piss off a person or too I can deal with it, but when I agree with them it becomes harder.