Wow
Didn't see this coming, and I think I should probably consider it a promising sign, that I am so far past my marriage at this point that I am ready to cry over a different boy. Buuuuuut I am so tired of crying.
It's only that he can't even be bothered to respond to queries about tentative plans we made. Really? Not even, "y'know what, I think I've decided I have better things to do". Just, nothing. Get the message from me ignoring you, chick.
Why am I so unfailingly stupid?
Heart hurts and I want to hide under the bed.
Meanwhile, more earthquakes in Japan, children shot in Brazil, liberal candidates claiming not all sexual assaults should be prosecuted, aaaaaaaand my ex's crazy gf being crazy. Hate the world today.
this
is me not eating
you
not seeing, hearing
knowing
me
slipping further deeper
down contrarily
as I am wont to do.
your appetite
sated quickly
left mine behind
to languish.
this is me not eating
you.
It's only that he can't even be bothered to respond to queries about tentative plans we made. Really? Not even, "y'know what, I think I've decided I have better things to do". Just, nothing. Get the message from me ignoring you, chick.
Why am I so unfailingly stupid?
Heart hurts and I want to hide under the bed.
Meanwhile, more earthquakes in Japan, children shot in Brazil, liberal candidates claiming not all sexual assaults should be prosecuted, aaaaaaaand my ex's crazy gf being crazy. Hate the world today.
this
is me not eating
you
not seeing, hearing
knowing
me
slipping further deeper
down contrarily
as I am wont to do.
your appetite
sated quickly
left mine behind
to languish.
this is me not eating
you.