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Aug 31, 2006 00:16

I'm excited to go to Europe...but I'm not that enthusiastic now. *Sigh* It's because I'm paranoid about my safety and also I have a bad feeling. Often when I have a bad feeling it might mean that something bad will happen. I am currently in a state of turmoil...ARGH! Why can't I just enjoy the fact that I'm going to Europe really soon and going to Euro Disneyland. But I will so miss my friends and even more my family. Even though I have one close friend who's going, I don't know anyone else. I wish I did.

One of the other reasons why I'm hesitant about going to Europe (more like one small section of Europe) is because I'm scared it will be boring because I don't know a lot of people. And I'm not that interested in the battles and stuff. Though that might change. Also...I'm kinda scared for my safety. I'm in a foreign country without my parents...MUMMY AND DADDY!!! I will miss them SO much.

I must stick like glue to my friend and to the rest of the group. I must also try and make new friends...too bad more than half the group going are guys and there's only one other asian...who's a guy who I have no idea who he is. Ack. I really want to enjoy this trip. Another reason I'm not too excited about this trip is that I really want to go to Japan for school tour next year. I really hope I can go to both...I wish trips weren't so expensive. I definitely need to start working.

And Jin is hotter than hot. WooT!
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