Aug 05, 2005 00:33
I've been thinking about school a lot lately because this is gonna be my last year at WSC and all. I have such mixed feelings on the matter, its unbelievable lol. On one hand I'm SUPER excited about this year. And on the other I'm totally terrified. Here's how Imma break it down...
SUPER excited: Senior year just has fun written all over it. I'm 21 and I'm on the loose so WATCH OUT! Hehe! I'm living in a new apartment with my best friend and some other cool chickies too lol and I GET MY OWN ROOM. Since Pat goes to Westfield too, there's potential for lotsa fun there as well haha. Also, I'll have my car on campus this whole year so I can basically do whatever I want whenever I want.
totally terrified: Since I'm a senior, I'm gonna be taking some high-level psych courses which have the potential to be pretty tough... especially if I get an internship second semester. The apartment I'm living in has the ever so slight potential to have some drama in it. Ahem. Yeah, and last but most importantly, as of June, I'm gettin tossed out into the real world, which is a horrifying thought to me. I like college, I like being with all my friends, and I like the safety and security of it all. I DON'T WANNA BE A GROWNUP (yes I'm throwing a tantrum but I'm terrified). FUCK!
I've exhausted myself. It's time for bed... hopefully life will still be OK after this year. Here's hopin'.