May 25, 2005 20:08
felt like putting music that i have been listening to lately.. and jim has been getting me stuck on these few songs. lol.
--Let me breathe
Let me breathe
I can't even think right now
Something's got me feeling guilty
Hurt you slowly but so surely
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much matters no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
Push you into what I want
Because I am so goddamn selfish
Left you hanging, stopped relating
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much matters no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault,
it's easier to let you go
(Is it you, is it me)
It's easier to let you go
(Let me breathe)
Let me breathe
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much matters no more
Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
(Repeat)
I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault,
it's easier to let you go
(Repeat)
Is it you, is it me
(Repeat)
It's easier to let you go
Breathe
(Repeat)
Let me breathe
Breathe
(Repeat)
---Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother; I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don't need to bother; I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be(I don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds
(you)You don't need to bother; I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on (once I hold on)... I'll never live down my deceit
lets just say
i am bored
-valari