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HAPPY EASTER
EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
easter...it just dont feel as a holiday to me no more..this year.. all holidays have gone whipie..out of my childhood excitement. lately i have been feeling more grown up lately than ever.. i feel this change coming over me. i feel so much more mature than anyone i hang out with. i notice it is getting harder and harder for me to have fun, because to everyone's fun..has been starting to make me look at them and being like wow..how immmature..but i dont want to.. i want to be immature and let loose and being a fucking teen not some grown up. idk...im feeling myself become more distant from everyone..wanting so much to grow up but i still want the fun as a kid. i have started to buy shit for an appartment next year... FUCKING NEXT YEAR I AM MOVING OUT.. GOD.. I CAN'T FUCKING IMAGINE IT..JESUS..see.. 16 im getting a much more better job, im moving on from my childhood wishes..i just am starting to see everything around me in a new light. i can't tell if i like it or not...*sighs* sometimes i know exactly what i want.. but then adam makes a comment.. and its like he opens my eyes once again to make me realize i really dont know what i want.. and how im doing too many things and changes too much at the same time.. he tells me i need to slow down and stop wanting and trying to change soo much at the same time. hes right.. but i just want out of this.. err..idk.
anyways..today i found out my mom went undercover as a easter bunny at her work..lmao saw some pictures and i gotta say funny. lol. adam woke me up again....err.. he tells me " o im turning on ur street now to pick up my shit"..me "omg.. u woke me up, ur at my house, and im not dress errrrrr adam! lol" that fucking kid lol.. gotta love him..saw him, gave him his shit..and all that..kissed him goodbye and he called me..later didn't even know it was him at first lmfao. hehe. well anyways.. that has been it so far..
my plan for today is to:
call adam after his easter dinner do my homework
wash my hair lol and organize my room with some awsome spring cleaning lol.
oo and my plan is to not get fat now.. but to get my body in the right shape lol. -valari
EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
easter...it just dont feel as a holiday to me no more..this year.. all holidays have gone whipie..out of my childhood excitement. lately i have been feeling more grown up lately than ever.. i feel this change coming over me. i feel so much more mature than anyone i hang out with. i notice it is getting harder and harder for me to have fun, because to everyone's fun..has been starting to make me look at them and being like wow..how immmature..but i dont want to.. i want to be immature and let loose and being a fucking teen not some grown up. idk...im feeling myself become more distant from everyone..wanting so much to grow up but i still want the fun as a kid. i have started to buy shit for an appartment next year... FUCKING NEXT YEAR I AM MOVING OUT.. GOD.. I CAN'T FUCKING IMAGINE IT..JESUS..see.. 16 im getting a much more better job, im moving on from my childhood wishes..i just am starting to see everything around me in a new light. i can't tell if i like it or not...*sighs* sometimes i know exactly what i want.. but then adam makes a comment.. and its like he opens my eyes once again to make me realize i really dont know what i want.. and how im doing too many things and changes too much at the same time.. he tells me i need to slow down and stop wanting and trying to change soo much at the same time. hes right.. but i just want out of this.. err..idk.
anyways..today i found out my mom went undercover as a easter bunny at her work..lmao saw some pictures and i gotta say funny. lol. adam woke me up again....err.. he tells me " o im turning on ur street now to pick up my shit"..me "omg.. u woke me up, ur at my house, and im not dress errrrrr adam! lol" that fucking kid lol.. gotta love him..saw him, gave him his shit..and all that..kissed him goodbye and he called me..later didn't even know it was him at first lmfao. hehe. well anyways.. that has been it so far..
my plan for today is to:
call adam after his easter dinner do my homework
wash my hair lol and organize my room with some awsome spring cleaning lol.
oo and my plan is to not get fat now.. but to get my body in the right shape lol. -valari