13.01.2012 ~ Enigmatic night !?
[Part 1]
Yeah, yesterday i did not post an entry. However, it was because of somehow a mystery to me until now. I mean, Yesterday was one of the rare day my dad had to stay at work overnight, so it means i could stay up late as much as i wanted, as if i have not already done that. Yeah sure, but the symbolic meaning of it is undeniable, okay ? So, last night was the chane to stay up late and ... strangely enough, i was woken up by my mom to find out that i fell asleep by accident last night, leaving my computer running. That was super strange because, one, i have never gone to sleep leaving my computer running. Second, much to my surprise, i did not, however hard i try, remember how i went to sleep, or more specifically, how i went to bed. I mean, i had no memories of last night's sleep, not like everyday's, i clearly remember turning off the lights and reading or messing with the book for some minutes before going to sleep.
Then, it stroke me like a lightning that, could it be that i was kidnapped by alien last night ? Yeah, you saw what they did in the movie, they kidnapped me, i went on an advanture fighting some other nefarious aliens, then they erased my memories and put me back in my room. It would resulted in my not remembering anything about lastnight. See, it was because i did not went to sleep normally but i was fighting with some monsters or other kinds of aliens ... Um, however, this was just a substitution for yesterday's entry, so i DID NOT REMEMBER much, it's gonna be short. I will stop writing right now. So, bye for now.
[Part 2]
this will be the official entry for today haha. i just realized that this journaling thing is just like brushing my teeth, in that they are both good for me, something i know i should do regularly, at the same time they are both tiring and troublesome. i know i sound like a super lazy girl haha. i mean there are other things that are worse, so don't be terrified just yet. and it also feels like doing math and english homework, they are both a burden to think of, but once i start, somehow i cannot stop haha.
Well, i am currently super excited that i have thought up something seemingly intellectual, 2 statuses haha. They are just some lines about emotional stuff i thought up from my own experiences. well they are, since you, my dearing journal, somehow the word 'dearing' brings a kind of sardonic feeling to me haha, probably blaming it on the movie "Easy A". i mean my journal probably does not know my facebook, so there is no way my journal would know about the statuses, so here they are :
1. the reason they are called "have a CRUSH on" and "FALL for" is that they both hurt at some points and you cannot ever see them coming ♥
2. when i say: "am i not worth having a boyfriend ?", i want some dude to tell me: "yes, yes you are" while cracking up. Then, he will be like: "you are just fine, you just need to talk less" and continue laughing.
yeah, i mean the second one has not appeared on facebook yet, so i love you too, journal <3
um, by some unidentified reasons, i does not have the mood to write more tonight. Bye Journal baby !
Yeah, yesterday i did not post an entry. However, it was because of somehow a mystery to me until now. I mean, Yesterday was one of the rare day my dad had to stay at work overnight, so it means i could stay up late as much as i wanted, as if i have not already done that. Yeah sure, but the symbolic meaning of it is undeniable, okay ? So, last night was the chane to stay up late and ... strangely enough, i was woken up by my mom to find out that i fell asleep by accident last night, leaving my computer running. That was super strange because, one, i have never gone to sleep leaving my computer running. Second, much to my surprise, i did not, however hard i try, remember how i went to sleep, or more specifically, how i went to bed. I mean, i had no memories of last night's sleep, not like everyday's, i clearly remember turning off the lights and reading or messing with the book for some minutes before going to sleep.
Then, it stroke me like a lightning that, could it be that i was kidnapped by alien last night ? Yeah, you saw what they did in the movie, they kidnapped me, i went on an advanture fighting some other nefarious aliens, then they erased my memories and put me back in my room. It would resulted in my not remembering anything about lastnight. See, it was because i did not went to sleep normally but i was fighting with some monsters or other kinds of aliens ... Um, however, this was just a substitution for yesterday's entry, so i DID NOT REMEMBER much, it's gonna be short. I will stop writing right now. So, bye for now.
[Part 2]
this will be the official entry for today haha. i just realized that this journaling thing is just like brushing my teeth, in that they are both good for me, something i know i should do regularly, at the same time they are both tiring and troublesome. i know i sound like a super lazy girl haha. i mean there are other things that are worse, so don't be terrified just yet. and it also feels like doing math and english homework, they are both a burden to think of, but once i start, somehow i cannot stop haha.
Well, i am currently super excited that i have thought up something seemingly intellectual, 2 statuses haha. They are just some lines about emotional stuff i thought up from my own experiences. well they are, since you, my dearing journal, somehow the word 'dearing' brings a kind of sardonic feeling to me haha, probably blaming it on the movie "Easy A". i mean my journal probably does not know my facebook, so there is no way my journal would know about the statuses, so here they are :
1. the reason they are called "have a CRUSH on" and "FALL for" is that they both hurt at some points and you cannot ever see them coming ♥
2. when i say: "am i not worth having a boyfriend ?", i want some dude to tell me: "yes, yes you are" while cracking up. Then, he will be like: "you are just fine, you just need to talk less" and continue laughing.
yeah, i mean the second one has not appeared on facebook yet, so i love you too, journal <3
um, by some unidentified reasons, i does not have the mood to write more tonight. Bye Journal baby !