Jun 20, 2008 15:14
gee.. i miss everybody. everything.
must be because of my exile mode for the board exams.
haven't even blogged or even wrote in my journal for over a month now. i miss it so much. feeling ko kasi its such a waste of time especially i t takes a lot of time for me to write. but i keep track with twitter naman most of the time.
heck, why am i even blogging now?
i don't know either.
lately i've been so unsure of what i'm feeling but its not the bad kind that gets you depressed or down. wala lang. di mo lang talaga alam kung ano estado mo, yung ganun. kaya nga siguro ako nagblog - para outlet nang lahat na tumatakbo sa isip ko maliban sa mga pinagaaralan ka na samu't saring chemicals, gamot, principles etc. (parang meron natira sakin sa sobrang dami eh no?)
maari ding it's the near-the-date-jitters na. hindi naman super kabado pero gulong-gulo lang. tuliro ba. haha
barely a week to go for the big 2 days. (read: local pharmacy board exam) haay. hindi ko masasabi handang handa na ako para dito pero i'll make sure to make do with what i have. alam ko naman hindi ko papabayaan ni Lord. that's why im keeping the faith and fingers crossed really hard!
lately i don't have the appetite to eat. been living on coffee, tea, chocolates and my current fave Gatorade at Propel. primetime shows at ABS becomes a nightly habit too or rather an excuse to go for a break from studying.
ano pa ba? sorry super sabog at random ng entry na to. ganyan nga siguro talaga ang estado ng utak ko ngayon. scattered. parang molecules ng gas. (sheesh)
i just miss everybody! as in everybody and everything
i just can't wait to get this over and done with.
i can't wait to get artsy-fartsy(get back to beading and discover a new craft), to dance, to paint, to write, to READ books other than academic ones, to shop, to laze around without the guilt, to have a DVD marathon, to watch plays if there are any still (missed Ave.Q!), to play the violin and learn how to sing, to send long emails to friends, to multiply and friendster, to see ZARA(haha), to swim even if it means under the rain, to have a long talk even nonsense would do, and the list goes on.
RAR.
Kaya to.
Pray for me, too. :)