Nov 09, 2002 11:31
and i duno wat to say to you..
im gonna start off wit sorry. but that won't work.
okay im gonna be completely honest wit you. that night...we hung out like the hole time....and i guess...i started to like him...and then he and i (yeah)....
i noe im a bitch...and i honestly don't think you should be my friend...if i were you i would HATE ME....i want you and i to go bac to the way it was be4...we were really good friends...and i think ur like the greatest person...and i never in a million years wanted to hurt you..but i did....and im soooooooooo sorrry......and i noe there isn't anyitng i can do about it now....bc it's already happened...but i jus want you to realize it had nothing to do wit you... and i was gonna tell you...but i wanted you to met HIM first...b/c then after you met him i would tel you...so you atleast met him...b/c i didn't wanna fuck that up... but i did...and i was plannin on tellin you 2day....after you met him...but then you foudn out...and.....ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....i was at the dance and i found out that you new and that's why u weren't tellin....the hole night i was ready to honestly cry..b/c i new that i pretty much lost you....and i wanted to call you and talk to you and everything....but i didn't noe how u felt and everything....but im sorry...once again im sorry....and if you don't forgive me..i will understand
I LOVE YOU MANDA>>>>IM SORRY!!!!!!!!!!