Nov 09, 2002 11:13
-yeah
-it's true...im a bitch...th biggest fuckin bitch...i do so many things in my life to FUCK things up...i have no clue why i even have friends...i think all my friends should HATE me...b/c im a bitch...i can't believe i did that to sum1...and now...she thinks im a bitch(which iam)...and she prob hates me...i don't blame her...i shouldn't of done that no matter wat the circumstances were...and it was all for a boy...i lost my very good friend...b/c of a BOY...wat is wrong wit me...and ppl are sayin i should of jus told her...but really it's not that easy...i new eather way i lost her...so wat dose it matter...i can't do anything to get her to be my good friends again...after you do that to sum1...you jus don't automaticually go bac to the way it usted to be...although i wish it would...i have no clue wat to say to her...b/c everything i say to her will jus sound stupid and no1 will believe me anywayz....i've been threw this once already...and so many ppl hated me...and STILL DO...and i lost sooooo many ppl...and now...i jus can't even say anything to her...b/c i noe that nothing is gonna change the fact...so i don't even noe why i bother to have friends....i think im not gonna have friends...im gonna tell them all i don't want to be there friends anymore b/c i might hurt them in the furture...and i don't want to hurt anyone... i NEVER meant to in the first place...so i f i don't have any friends then i can't hurt any1...or lose any1...now she is online....and i duno wat to SAYyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....i noe sorry wonn't help.
I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!
I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo FUCKING SORRY